“She was such a bright, open, numinous spirit.”
You have probably seen the news but this young actress died of an overdose and she was with her ex boyfriend (said to be current boyfriend) who had a history of physical abuse towards her.
Hayden had Venus in Libra on the Ascendant (from the 12th) square Jupiter in Cancer on the Midheaven (from the 9th). The two Blessed Planets can be seen clearly in both her career and also her aura and countenance. This woman radiated a lot of Light!!!
At the time of her death Transiting Neptune was opposite her Venus/ASC, on her Descendant and square her Jupiter on the MC.
Her Progressed Sun also had just conjoined Venus in the last 3 or so months and squared her Jupiter (her Venus/Jupiter square is exact to the minute)- and the Progressed Sun was heading to conjunction with her Progressed Mars- all of them getting slammed by Neptune
I love Neptune- he has positive sides as you can see in her Light, her open heart, her empathy and vulnerability, her animal activism and more. But Neptune also rules addiction, immense grief and loss that feels unbearable so one turns to things to numb out, check out, escape.
She apparently had issues with Opioids- and the Opioid discussion has been up in the field lately. From comments about Heroin in a recent Shadow Work podcast (I talk about that in my post you can find it by scrolling down on my page- look for the red velvet quote from my teacher Robert Masters) to my recent deep dive into what Heroin is (because of that comment) and also a deep dive into what Morphine is and what drugs have Morphine in them/are classified as Opioids.
My daughter and I just participated in a Scoliosis research interview by a pharmaceutical company who is looking into pain meds post scoliosis surgery that are NOT opioid. Opioids are HIGHLY ADDICTIVE- and one of the big issues post scoliosis surgery is kids getting hooked on their pain meds and creating addiction problems (and withdrawal symptoms).
Weirdly I even had 2 dreams about Heroin/Opioids in the last several weeks. Clearly my psyche is trying to get to the bottom of this crisis.
One dream in particular I saw the man responsible for Heroin and what struck me was that his heart was closed. The whole reason Heroin was born was because of the deep emotional pain (of the heart) that was so overwhelming that one felt they needed drugs to not feel the pain and find some escape.
I do hope Hayden’s death helps to radically change this Opioid Crisis conversation and bring immense healing on much bigger level. I also hope it sheds Light on the trauma child actors go through in Hollywood- and the super dark stuff that happens in that world. Fame and Fortune come with VERY BIG SHADOWS.
Weirdly most people idealize this world of glamour. A lot of people think that the pinnacle of life on earth is to be famous, wealthy, perfectly beautiful and/or powerful. I have met many of these kinds of people and let me tell you- many (if not most) are showing a facade that does not bear witness to what is really going on beneath the surface.
Some people are just deeply wounded- good people but deeply wounded (like Hayden). Some are actually co-opted by evil energies (as can be seen in the Epstein files)- which are hiding behind their projected light. It is seriously distributing when you see this. I personally think that the path of Hollywood fame is one of the least enviable. I have seen where it leads and very few come out of that world unscathed. (Some end up getting onto a healing path because of it- but it’s usually after going through immense Hell and then these people often will disappear from the world of fame- choosing to be private, quiet and not in the spotlight even if they remain in the industry for work reasons. I.E. they are not the people you see in the tabloids all the time).
I can tell Hayden had A LOT OF LIGHT- and I found it so weird that she was found ‘unresponsive’ seated upright in a chair the exact same way her younger brother was found when he died in 2023 (he is said to have died from an undiagnosed heart condition- an enlarged heart- but he was also an addict and drugs/alcohol addiction can/will affect the heart).
It seems that HEALING OF THE HEART is key in this horrible, horrible crisis of addiction. Shadow Work helps with that if you are willing to go there and face the wounds, pain, trauma, grief, anger, rage and shame that is hiding beneath the surface. IT IS DEEP WORK and it takes time- and it takes a highly qualified person to help hold the space and facilitate the process ❤
I keep feeling Hayden’s daughter and the father of her child- and I keep sending them lots of Love. They certainly can use it right now. I am also sending Love for Hayden’s Soul/Spirit and her journey back to Source. I can tell she was a High Soul that unfortunately got caught by the shadowy Underworld of childhood trauma and the smoke and mirrors of Hollywood.
The best thing you can do for yourself and those you Love is HEAL YOUR HEART ❤ If you use substances or things (even work, shopping, sex, romance, etc... can be used in addictive ways to escape turning within) I hope this story will help you open up to deeper healing ❤
Blessings...
~Harmony
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HAYDEN AS A CHILD-
